l. i s a j. o a n

As you saw, I haven't written anything for three weeks... I'm really sorry about that. For you, and also for me. I liked doing that diary... I just don't have the time. It became such a hard task to do it quite daily, or at least weekly. I dunno... Maybe I will start it again some time soon. Right now, so much is going on, I can't handle everything.
I found my own lil' place :) Yes ! I found my studio apartment :) It's next to Republique, in Paris... Really well located. To my friends : Come anytime ! You're always welcome :) Just gimme a call ;)
What else ? Tonight, I'm going to some restaurant with my whole class (we're 16)... By the way, you can see our lil' faces right here :) Can't wait, gonna be fun ;)
Also, we finally found what our projects will be about : four of us are going to work on a CDROM + website that will teach you how to play piano and others instruments like that (well, that's what I understood of it !), four others will do something on David Cronenberg, four others will work on something about some utopian city, and they may make a game with that idea, and three of us (hey Caz, AlexKidd and Thom !) and myself will work on some CDROM (and maybe a website ?) on Tim Burton :)
I guess that's all I have to tell right now... Well, there'd be a lot more to say but they're not in my mind right now !!
I'm sorry to say that may be my last entry before a while... So merry Christmas y'all ! Happy New Year and everything :)
I see ya next year !! :)

Wow. Almost a week without an entry... Did you survive ? ;P
I'm sorry I didn't have the time to do it. I wanted to though, since Sunday night ! But I dunno. I even came a few times on the blogger.com site, to edit the entry... But each time, I just didn't finish it. And there's my computer. It has big problem these days. Each evening, I reset it about five times or so. A real pain in the @$$. And I have to wait for Santa Claus... Damn it ! Why ain't I rich ? Oh yeah. Cause I'm young. Oh well...
This morning, while walking to come to work - yes, I'm writing this at work. I know, I should not, but this computer works. So I'm in my right. And anyways we don't care of what I'm doing at work. ;) So, while walking to come to work, I was thinking about something I would love to do : write a book. I don't know. Maybe that could be a good idea ? I guess I would tell about my life. Well, my life, but especially my thoughts. As you may know - if you know me that is - I think too much. My little brain never stops. Neither do it pauses. Working. Always and always. I think this is closely linked to the fact that I love psychoanalysis. Anyways. Writing a book. I like the idea. I'm going to try on writing a few lines, and if it sounds good, I'll keep on doing it. What do you think ?
So, what happened lately. Last Thrusday was my daddy's birthday (Happy Birthday Dad !! :) ) He's fifty now. Half a century ! hehe I don't really realize that. I mean, my parents are very "young in their mind". And I would never ever change them for anything ! :) Saturday, I had my family coming at my grand parents' place (mom, dad, uncle, aunt, cousins). We usually do this once a month. Was alright. I like having my people around :) Sunday, went to the movies, to see The Yards. I was kind of disappointed. I expected better. Was nice, yes, but a bit too slow, and boring. I almost fell asleep at one point of the movie. I don't really regret having seeing it - I wanted to see it since I saw the preview on TV during the Festival de Cannes - but it disappointed me a bit. Next movie : Blair Witch 2 or The Watcher. I'll let you know about it :)
Alright alright. I'll start working now. I have things to do. I guess I'll post again tomorrow, cause I have some more to tell :)
Oh, before I forget : Heeeeey Celine !! ILY-YCM !! *miss ya* ;P
Tata for now

Been working. And you know what ? I'm now learning ASP... By myself :) And I'm paid for that.. Isn't it great ? hehe Nicolas, my coworker and the guy that takes care of me at work, he's my tutor for the school) gave me the big fat heavy book on ASP, and I also surf all day long to learn the language. And I'm doing quite well for now... I'm proud of myself ! lol I mean, I understand everything for now, I can even write forms which informations will go into a board... Yippee ;) Here's the link to te great site I found (it's in French and explains really well everything. It has exercises which makes you learn very much faster)
I'm still looking for my studio appartment. If any of you knows some great opportunity in Paris (especially the 10th, 11th, 12th and 13th districts), please mail me, I really need to get out of my grand-parents' place. I mean, they're really nice and everything, but.. they're old. Last day, I went shopping after work, and came back home one hour later than usual. My grand ma had already called me on my mobile (I had turned it off cause it has no more battery and no more minutes to spend... pff) to ask me where I was, and wasn't happy at all when I arrived home. I should have called her, I know, but I'm a big girl.. C'mon. I'm 19. Oh well... I just need my own place. And I really want it cause it means I'll have the cable lol (no more ruining phone bill!! yippee !!)
Anyways, here I am again at school today. And guess what ? I wear a skirt lol I swear it's true ;P I should take a picture to show you... Most of my friends never saw me wearing a skirt or dress or whatever... It's really rare for me. I mean, you don't feel really at ease.. And you're freezing !! Especially here... Today doesn't seem that cold though. Well, I won't try to go out a lot though ! I'm not *that* freaky ! lol
Alright.. Till next time, see you :)

The week end at Laurence's was nice :) We didn't do much but talk and chat and talk and chat and gossip... It's been raining for the whole week end... So we just stayed at her place, just the two of us, and talked :) Also, we went to meet a few friends of hers, which was cool. Nice week end in Le Havre.
Nothing much else to tell. Tomorrow, going back to work. Not too hard for the moment, hope it'll last ! ;P
Oh, right now I'm listening to a very great song. It's Closer by Nine Inch Nails... God, I just LOVE that song. Been loving it for months now. Can't get enough of it !! You really should downl.... BUY the CD. LOL . Well ... I guess you better be 18 or older for that.. cause the lyrics are.. *bad*. Really bad lol But the whole thing is just amazing :) Love it !
Alrighty, I'm off now. I see ya ! *poof*

The evening with Yom was nice :) I liked it :) Although I was too damned tired :( We watched DVDs and saw friends of his. Although we didn't do much, I just enjoy the whole thing. I definitely would have stayed longer if I wasn't that exhausted...But I hope we're going to do something again soon :)
His neighborhood didn't seem that bad... I mean, people usually tell me how this place can be... Like dangerous... Or something. It seemed alright to me. As long as you don't make yourself notice in the street... Like anywhere. I guess I'm going to spread my studio apartment searches to this disctrict :)
Yesterday was All Saints' day. Which means it was a holiday. Which means I didn't go to work... And which means I went to the movies... lol To see Autumn in New York this time. Starring Richard Gere and lovely Winona Rider. I liked it. Well, I expected it to be better... But it was nice :) I hesitated between this and The Yards, starring Joaquim Phoenix (yum) and Mark Walhberg (yum). But the first one was starting before the second one, and I didn't want to wait and come back home too late... But be sure I'm gonna see that movie soon. Very soon. Seems to be a great movie... Is it ? Mail me if you wanna give me your opinion ;)
Tomorrow I'm leaving for the week end to Laurence's (my best friend) place in Le Havre (on the north-western coast). Gonna party and have fun with her :) I'll let you know about that when I come back on Sunday, ok ? :)
Anyways, my bed is calling after me. I better go ;P
See ya

Not much not much. Went to school on Thursday and Friday. Nothing important to tell about my courses. And then went to Normandy to see my parents. Was nice, I mean, peaceful. Restful. Liked it :) I used to hate Normandy when I lived there (for 5 years)... But now when I go, it just feels very ... I don't know. I think peaceful is the word. :)
Also, had a great time with a certain person whose name I won't say. I feel so happy when I'm with him, as if he could read my mind. As if he understood me. I know I may sound stupid, like, the "no one understands me" basic teenager. But I'm used to think people my age usually don't really understand what can be in my poor mind, and that they don't want to know. I feel as if he cared. And it's a very pleasant feeling, believe me. Anyways, I wish things were easier. Well... Long story.
As I said, not much happened. Just one thing : I'm going to party with Guillaume and Yann again tomorrow. Because tomorrow is what ? ... What day is it ? ... Come on, think ! ..... Hello ? Wake up ! ... Ok. Tomorrow is Halloween Day. But we won't get dressed for it and go out and everything. Just going at Yom's and then we'll see. Well, I'm excited about it, I mean, they're the only people in Paris I can hang out with right now !
Grr I'm not in a diary mood... As you can see. I better go to bed :) I see ya later :)